What more can I say, Xanga? I miss you.

Life has been... decent, I suppose. Let's see.. what has happened since my last entry? Me and Cherise have just been friends for quite a while. I was single since her for the most part... there was an asshole named Zach that I dated for about a week who left me for some prettier girl.. and another boy named Danny who is basiclly just my best friend now.. we never really dated or anything. I bought a 1992 camaro for 900$ about a month ago. It's been the best and wrost mistake of my life. It needs a paint job and a new engine. The interior was totally redone. This summer in texas me and my dad are going to restore the whole car, so that should be major fun. Hmm.. i'm currently secretly dating someone. We have been dating for about 2 weeks I guess, i've known her for almost a year and met her last summer when I was in texas. I don't really feel comfertable about telling people up here about her, because I really don't want to deal with the shit people would say. So for now.. my relationship w/ her is mostly on the DL.

Finals are coming up next week. Last week of school starting tomorrow. It really doesn't feel like it. I'm pretty sure i'm going to be re-taking English 2 next year, and maybe even science and/or american history... i'm so mad at myself with how much i've lost track this year. Freshmen and sophmore years haven't been my years, at all. But, i'm totally looking toward upper-classmen years. I plan on getting more involved into school and sacraficing a few things.. but in the end it will be worth it. I'm going to get back into track and focus A LOT more on my homework.

Well, this has been one hell of an entry. And i'm ending it here. Thank you, and goodnight.

<3 MarZz

It's been quite a while since i've posted in this thing.

There is this girl that i've recently been seeing, and shes beautiful. I pretty much love everything about her.. but lately she seems like shes i don't know... lost intrest in me?

I don't know what to do. I feel like I always do something wrong. I feel like i'm just not meant to be in a relationship, or something. Sure, i'm only sixteen and I have a bigillion years to go before I die... but I just want what everybody else around me has. And I want it with her. Not Amanda, not anybody else. Just my cherise..

idk, comment me... i guess.

<3? MarZz

Happy birthday to me </3

So much for a "sweet" sixteen..

I hate myself.

MarZz.

Hi Xanga! It's been 463 (wow, that's a big number) days since i've joined Xanga... and sadly enough... I still won't support you by going Premium.

R.I.P. 9-23-06 - 01-27-07

</3 MarZz

Everything is so close to perfect. I have never been as happy as I am right now. I have the most amazing girlfriend, and the most amazing friends. I love and miss my dad, my family and my old friends and I enjoyed seeing them over break. I got a new car, which I get over spring break. And well.. everything is close to perfect <3






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I <3 Emilee, Brittany, Casee, Tricia, Robyn, Kitty, Jessica, Amber, Kassidy, Kat, My family in Texas, My dad, and anybody who comments me.

Happy new years guys :D

I love Amanda 9-23-06

<3333 MarZz